Thought I'd touch base and let you know that I'm still holding on. Can't believe it's been six weeks since my beloved entered eternity. I wonder....will this be the milestone that marks events in my life?
We all have them you know - some point or points in our life by which we measure change, failure or success.
My boss told me of a priest who has experienced near-death and something he said....he (the priest) said that there is no time element in eternity and that when we meet our loved ones there - it'll be like we were never apart. This thought gives me hope and I know in my heart exactly how Terry will look....he'll look to me the way he did on our wedding day
- one friend said this picture is her favorite of him too - because every aspect of his personality is reflected in it. I agree - this is how I still see him, how I saw him throughout our entire lives together - how I'll always remember him....that smile, the expression on his face when he was about to say -or just said - something cocky and cute, the air of confidence he exuded, the joy he brought to MY and so many lives....
Little things like a ball game, selling a set of books or a new picture of our grandchild(ren) bring a spark of joy admist the sadness in my heart. Here's the latest of our youngest, Karson.....
Even writing isn't the same for me...where once exhilarating - now exhausting but I keep plugging away - not daily as I should but a couple of times a week I'll sit down with my latest WIP.
Oh before I forget ~ the White Rose authors are having a scavenger hunt! Visit our blog for details -AND- Bayou Writers's annual fall conference A Bridge to Publication is right around the corner - Nov. 14th - download the brochure here.
Guess that's about all for now. Until later.....take care and be blessed.
4 comments:
Maybe write the current WIP or even the next one for him. Base the hero on him, dedicate it to him. Just a thought.
Take care and be blessed, as well, Pamela. I'm glad to hear you're holding on. Grief is such a devastating emotion. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Hi Pamela, I did not know of your loss until Facebook statuses. I am so saddened by your loss. But grandchildren, well, they are our future.
Here is a ton of hugs and prayers,
~Tanya
Thanks Clare, Liana and Tanya for your kind words and support.
PamT
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